Life spins you around sometimes .
It has , and will remain a fairy tale always. Don't ever give up on the hope that all will get well. You have ample to time to enjoy things , blue , grey and then bright yellow .
Remove the fear of you doing good or nice , just go on , its all what He wants.
Loaded? I know someone who is .
Your friends will care for you like a child. And live with you every moment of pain , agony and anger.
Warmth will spread after a very cold evening , have faith .