Come As U aRe...

This is one title I found on some other blog...It somehow caught my attention....and kept catching it...I feel obsessed with the word you !! ...thats quite funny....that lady writes amazing and her words...though very few that she uses...deliver some kind of a story in themselves.....i dont want to try and be like her...but i do want to write on this title...here it goes....ive a widow in my mind as i write it ...so YOU may now read on.... :)


come as you are
the winds are racing through my hair
I stand closed near the open window
open up some pieces of my closed fate from above

I gathered the courage to race through the time
they said it wont be easy without you
come as something that gives them no words
come as a rise...I'm falling apart

I ask Him at times why me ?
He says its a testing span crossing by
be my shelter through these roads..
come as a way..a new way to life...

I had troubles facing the adversities alone...
lonely was expected ...helpless was worst...
come as a song that makes me falls asleep
I'm tired of counting the shooting stars...

I dont need you because I can't survive
I need you to stop others from nagging me all the time
come as you are...come as you were
come as something never taken apart...

hold the RaiNs...

hold the rains in your palms..
let them not slip through time...
I see the clouds falling apart...
and they gather storm as they unwind

let the partitions stich in the sky..
they'll damage my world I knw..
I know I cant hold much of the drops..
but how do I let them fall

I shiver with the chill of pain they spread..
let the sun shine in width...
I need some warmth of this falling sky
tired of helpless drops falling by

I need some shelter for them ..
to drop and drip by a safe side..
to me and to u this sky is new..
it has mended moments many a times....

they'll slip thru my hands..
slip thru my life..
holding them in vain..
they 'll slip thru my eyes..

hold the rains in ur palms tonight...

on the roads lie my belongings ....

I was meant to rule kingdoms

And sway people off their feet

I am now drenched in a faint question

How do I resolve life further ?

I was applauded by the audience

Under the shade of the banyan tree

I am paranoid about people now

How much more they will harm me?

There was a sun promised on this hillside

I am getting all dead in burns

I need a lot to lighten

And held my strength firm

As if my child is sinking

Right before my eyes

Something sharp paining

Skin deep and I still have to be fine

All I needed was money

To shatter my goals and help me

To run away from this place

It was a mirror of gold

And very soon my urge broke

I am still struggling days

And managing nights under lamp posts

I cry a tear every night

While praying God for peace of  this earth

letting turmoil inside me slip through the eye lids

letting dreams still beam under Gods oblivious hope

I had this journey planned

And everything has turned fragile

This journey wrote for me

these roads and belonging here for a while...